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millenia
2nd year of tba prispevki : 1172
točke : 267
kraj bivanja : pinepple tree under the sea
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tvoja starost : 32
| Naslov sporočila: bar [zoey & dylan] Sob Nov 02, 2013 12:15 pm | | |
this post is for zoey's lan i've got no idea how many words is in this post, i'm listening to nothing atm and okay. it's short and simple. hopefully it'll do too *-*
she was sitting on one of the bar chairs, with a malibu on her side, looking at the paperwork she just had to go through. god, organization of this took a lot, but she was good at coordinating people around and telling them what to do. maybe that’s why she took a little more annoying part of the job and left the fun one to her best friend, who she’s not seen this night just yet.
she sighed, looking up for a second, and caught something on her horizon. she caught that pair of blue eyes that were the last thing she’s wanted to see right now. and he was coming her way, making her heart beating faster than ever before. all she knew was that she had to run, make herself busy, or something that was not crossing xes on the paper so she looked like a bored old lady not knowing how to have fun. but she was running out of time.
she jumped off the chair, leaving all her stuff on the table, and turned to go to the back of the bar where she wanted to hide. but it was all too late. damn. before she could know, he was right in front of her. her eyes hurried down from his angriness she could sense from him, to the sand. she just stood there and didn’t know what to say. even a hello wasn’t appropriate for this moment. she just wanted to run away. god damn it.
looking up again, she met his eyes, this time opening her mouth to say something even she herself didn’t know. “why?” she asked quietly, then. yes. why. why he couldn’t just leave her alone. why did he kiss her that day. why was he dorothea’s boyfriend. just, why. |
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rose
librarian prispevki : 733
točke : 168
kraj bivanja : berlin, germany
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tvoja starost : 31
| Naslov sporočila: Re: bar [zoey & dylan] Sob Nov 02, 2013 1:40 pm | | |
tag, zoeymy babies!!!!! )': He was glancing through the crowd all night just to find that one person, the one that could make his heart race quicker than ever without even knowing it. He had met quite a few people, none of them nearly as interesting as her. He kissed Thea on the cheek a few times, but she was quite busy with organizing stuff and he was quite relieved it was so, because he had that much more time to himself. To find a certain someone and clear things up, possibly. And then, after about an hour of cruising around and doing nothing interesting at all, he found her. She was sitting at a desk, her hands full with paperwork. How incredibly boring and convenient at the same time, he thought, still not sure how to behave towards her. He really liked her, he really wanted her, still her hot and cold wibes made him crazy; and a bit angry. He wanted her to fall at his feet, and when she didn't just, well, not fall, but actually chose to ignore him completely, he really had a reason to be mad. It was too much for him, he hated complicated. He liked simple, he liked her, she liked him, what the fucking hell was the problem? If she was indeed prepared to be his, he'd ditch Thea in a microsecond. But nothing about what she was doing gave him that impression. As if she was just toying with him, like bored pretty rich girls liked to. He thought she was better than that; perhaps he was wrong. He followed her, catching her at the bar, blocking her way. »Why are you avoiding me?« he asked bitterly, ignoring her vague question. »What's this about? Are you.. are you just going to dismiss everything that happened? Move on when you obviously have feelings for me?« He was talking in a normal tone, not hushing up a bit, at this moment he really didn't care about who could or couldn't hear them. |
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millenia
2nd year of tba prispevki : 1172
točke : 267
kraj bivanja : pinepple tree under the sea
starost lika : //
tvoja starost : 32
| Naslov sporočila: Re: bar [zoey & dylan] Sob Nov 02, 2013 1:57 pm | | |
this post is for zoey's lan i've got no idea how many words is in this post, i'm listening to nothing atm and okay. it's short and simple. hopefully it'll do too *-*
she forgot for how long she’s wanted to see his face. she couldn’t really prepare herself to smile at him normally, not after what’s happened. she couldn’t just appear in front of him and hug him as a friend. again, not after what’s happened. not with a thought of thea being her best friend, not with a thought of her being a second wheel between their relationship or whatever they’ve really had. she knew everything was messed up from even before the dinner and before what’s happened, but she was blind to it, trying to tell herself it was just a make-up dinner and then they’ll be able to just go and say normal hi to each other every day. she even considered adding him on facebook. but after this... everything just went blurry.
his voice scared her, causing her to take a step back. he had all the rights to be angry with her. she just didn’t know how to deal with it. she didn’t have a good excuse. she really did not. “i-...” she started, but his voice cut her off again, as she frowned at his words, feeling cornered up “dylan, i can’t,” she started, her voice shaking with every word she’s said. “why can’t you just leave me be? why are you making it harder on both of us?” she was blabbing nonsense into the air. did he think it was easy? looking him kissing, hugging and being around thea every time they crossed their paths and she took a long round way just to avoid them? it was hilarious if he thought it was easy. “thea is my best friend.” she murmured at his way, her eyes still on the ground. |
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rose
librarian prispevki : 733
točke : 168
kraj bivanja : berlin, germany
starost lika : 25
tvoja starost : 31
| Naslov sporočila: Re: bar [zoey & dylan] Ned Nov 03, 2013 1:16 pm | | |
tag, zoeyomg omg OMGGG BABBBIEEESSSSSS *dying whale noises* It must have been as if he was possesed; this was not the Dylan everyone knew and loved, he was a different person at the moment, he was so terribly eager to get this cute little brunette that he could completely forget.. himself in the process. What was she doing to him? Why was she.. tormenting him so? Why did he let her? »You can't – what? Stand the sight of me? You find me so, what, repulsive?« It was his defence mechanism talking, not him. He wasn't nearly as aggressive, as invasive; but he was going crazy, this much was plain. She made him go crazy by dodging him like a bullet or something. As if he didn't even matter. As if nothing they had – and they had something, hell, they had a lot! – really mattered. She didn't want him. She.. god, he didn't even remember the last time he could feel his heart pounding so hard and his brain feeling like it's about to explode after the numberous thoughts and feelings racing through it. »What are you talking about?« he leaned closer, not in a soft way. Not nearly. »What – what am I making harder?« he was different, she was different. What he couldn't understand at all was that she wasn't prepared to say 'screw it' to the world she loved, that she wasn't prepared to throw away everything for what might just be a future fling. He was prepared, he was ready, hell, he was in the process of showing the middle finger to everyone and everything that could stand in the way of him and Zoey. »I don't care,« his voice trembled as his hand reached out to take hers, his fingers grasping her palm, god, her skin was so soft and yet she felt like fire when he touched her. »I don't care, I don't,« he shook his head slowly, a sort of softness forming in his eyes. »I don't care about anyone else.« |
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millenia
2nd year of tba prispevki : 1172
točke : 267
kraj bivanja : pinepple tree under the sea
starost lika : //
tvoja starost : 32
| Naslov sporočila: Re: bar [zoey & dylan] Ned Nov 03, 2013 1:35 pm | | |
this post is for zoey's lan i've got no idea how many words is in this post, i'm listening to nothing atm and don't even start okay q.q ohman. ohmygod.
all she could do is stand there, trying hard not to start screaming so that she would draw more attention to them as they already got. or so she thought, she felt eyes on her back, she felt them stronger than before, but for some reason, it wasn’t so important, important was his anger she wanted to disappear so dearly. she really didn’t want to see him like that. she didn’t want to see him hurt, either. she was drained of emotional strength at that moment, that she could barely stand. she shook her head at what he was saying. no. no, that wasn’t the reason. it really was not. she was still unable to look into his eyes. she just couldn’t do it. god, what the hell was happening to her. she should pull herself together, she really should. “that’s not it,” she refusedly whined, with as much strength she could gather in her voice. it wasn’t much, it wasn’t even nearly enough, at all.
she could feel him getting closer, and before he could be dangerously close, she lifted up a hand to stop him. it wasn’t much, it wasn’t much at all. but she couldn’t stand him being closer than that. if he would... oh god, she was hardly controlling herself already. “please.” she sounded so weak “please stop.” her words made no sense, which was so unusual for her. she usually always found a right way to answer. this time she really couldn’t.
and then his hand touched her, making her shiver all over her body. god, she should’ve really just ran as far as she could the first time she met him. then... none of this would have happened. she finally looked up to find his soft glance at her, and she couldn’t stop her eyes tearing up, just waiting for that softness to disappear. “i don’t know if i can not care,” she whispered. she really didn’t. she was at the crossroads not knowing which way to turn. her mind gave her a very rational no, but the heart was pulling to his embrace, telling her where she belongs. |
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rose
librarian prispevki : 733
točke : 168
kraj bivanja : berlin, germany
starost lika : 25
tvoja starost : 31
| Naslov sporočila: Re: bar [zoey & dylan] Ned Nov 03, 2013 4:19 pm | | |
tag, zoeyomg i'm sorry jaz ne morem več *DEADDDD* »Well what then?« he demanded eagerly. He really was like a baby, he needed to get what he wanted exactly the moment he wanted it. Zoey was strong-minded and it was something he'd usually highly admire, but not now. Now it just seemed silly, her head telling her this – all this – was wrong. How could it ever be wrong, when it felt more right than anything? The only thing he wanted to do was hold her close, his hands all over her beautiful body and his lips once again pressing against hers, like they did that one time after their dinner date. She fell for him, he knew that, but the truth was he fell for her harder. His brain never was the one making important life decisions, it was always his heart. He never liked to be rational, he loved to pursue what he wanted. How could she be so.. different? »Don't.. don't ask me to stop,« he said, his forehead frowning strongly, a hard sadness in his eyes, as if he could start crying at any second. he wasn't even nearly too manly for crying, he could cry, he didn't give a shit about who saw. He didn't give a shit about anything, he just wanted.. her. In his arms. Like there's no tomorrow. He sighed loudly as she spoke of how she couldn't just forget the world; she needed to forget. The world wasn't important, they, on the other hand, were. They weren't a one time thing, they were a real deal. Perhaps the real deal. He truly believed that. »I want to kiss you so badly,« he whispered, leaning in even closer, still there was a high cold wall between them that he couldn't climb over, not untill she allowed him to do so. »I want you,« he continued, his eyes on hers, his fingers still holding on to her hand as if holding on for his dear life itself. His voice was trembling, his body shaking of a sudden cold breeze coming out of nowhere. Or perhaps it was no breeze; perhaps it was the cold between them. »I'm so in love with you, my head's going to explode if I don't get you, Zoey..« |
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millenia
2nd year of tba prispevki : 1172
točke : 267
kraj bivanja : pinepple tree under the sea
starost lika : //
tvoja starost : 32
| Naslov sporočila: Re: bar [zoey & dylan] Ned Nov 03, 2013 5:18 pm | | |
this post is for zoey's lan i've got no idea how many words is in this post, i'm listening to nothing atm and it's meltdown time. *_* ASDFGHJL <3
that was it. she couldn’t take all of his anger in anymore. she’s never felt so weak before and she didn’t want to feel so weak. “you really want to know what is it?” because, he will probably regret it, or so she thought, so she believed. she inhaled as deep as she could, before she started talking “what is it is i can’t take it. i can’t look at you smiling to my best friend. i can’t jump into you with a friendly smile on my face. shit, i can’t even look at you with your arms around her - and not me.” this time her voice was bitter, but she could not hide the guilt in them as well “and i feel like crap because i know i can’t do this to my own best friend. it’s like i’m betraying all i believe in, but...” her face started frowning again, she lowered her voice down to minimum “but i can’t stop doing it.”
“do you understand why i want you to stop, now? would you please understand why i was avoiding you all this time? can you understand me?” she looked at him with a tiny bit of expectation in her eyes “and please, don’t be angry with me. i can’t stand you being angry with me. it hurts.” more than anything has ever hurt before. her shivering returned when he leaned forward, her whisper touched her heart, as she wanted the same thing. only thing that held her back was her hand and her rational mind but she let go of him, and squeezed his hand that was holding her other hand as she pulled him at the back of the bar behind the walls where all the hungry eyes on this island couldn’t see them. “and you think i don’t?” she gave in. her mind gave in to her heart. she leaned to his chest slowly, forcing herself not to cry. “are you seriously, besides being a cute, asshole idiot even stupid? do you really think i didn’t yearn for that this entire week of avoiding you? silly, you.” |
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rose
librarian prispevki : 733
točke : 168
kraj bivanja : berlin, germany
starost lika : 25
tvoja starost : 31
| Naslov sporočila: Re: bar [zoey & dylan] Ned Nov 03, 2013 6:52 pm | | |
tag, zoeyotp otp otp otp otp otp otppppppp »Yes. Yes I do,« he nodded eagerly in anticipation of her response. And then she spoke, it was as if it was all he ever wanted and everything he didn't in the exact same moment. He went too far with this girl, that was it, he shouldn't have let her crawl under his skin like she did, and now he had exactly no way of getting her out of his heart, of forgeting her what so ever. His heartbeat was so accelerated he actually wouldn't be surprised if it found a way to break through his chest and escape from.. all of this. His eyes blinked in a sort of tremble as she spoke. He grasped for air as if he was suffocating under water or something, it was too much, he never experienced such intense feelings for anyone; and yet here she way, making his eyes wet, his heart near to possible explosion. He didn't know what to say, hell, anything he had to say was just not enough after what she had just told him. »I'm not angry, Zoey, I'm just so.. frustrated..« He took a few steps closer again, and he would continue to do so everytime she'd back off a little. It was as if he needed her more than he needed air, more than he needed food or water, more than he'd want to admit, that's for sure. She pulled him and in a matter of seconds they were away from the crowd, at the other side where they could see the full moon raise out of the ocean. Not that he'd give a damn for the beauty of nature when he had this breathtaking girl in front of her; and immediately, he moved closer, so that their bodies were now touching only just, and his hand raised to embrace her cheek, softly forcing her to look at him. »Forget about everything,« he murmured, leaning closer, their lips seperated by inches, »I want to make you happy. Let me make you happy,« he said, his voice trembling, a strong desire in his eyes, a thirst for his lips to once again feel hers. |
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millenia
2nd year of tba prispevki : 1172
točke : 267
kraj bivanja : pinepple tree under the sea
starost lika : //
tvoja starost : 32
| Naslov sporočila: Re: bar [zoey & dylan] Ned Nov 03, 2013 7:34 pm | | |
this post is for zoey's lan i've got no idea how many words is in this post, i'm listening to nothing atm and it's meltdown time. *_* ASDFGHJL <3
when the silence accompanied them after she finished, she could see a little fragments of tears in his eyes. god, she's never felt like this. she was always the one thinking that anything more than being a friend with a guy was forcing her into something that she didn't want to be in. dylan was so different, and she didn't know why. why did it have to be her best friends boyfriend? she didn't understand, but a little bit of a jealousy has woken up inside her - jealousy that was always there of her best friend, because, well she was always so perfect in everything she ever did.
“and you think i am not frustrated?” she asked, frowning at him once again. of course they were both frustrated. “but you sounded angry before,” she started, “you even looked angry, it was scary.” she looked like a little embarrassed child saying that, but it was the truth. and if she wanted to be anything with him right now, that was being honest. she couldn’t stand not being able to see him again after this.
as they moved away from the crowds eyes and she could feel his body pressed against her like that night when he held her so tightly that she barely got out of his embrace and ran off, her heart was racing like crazy and she felt a small shiver all over her body, again. and then he spoke, again asking her to forget all the things around them. she closed her eyes for a second, and said “i can’t promise i can do that, but i’ll try,” it was more a whisper than anything else. he lifted her face up to his eyes, so she felt like she should open hers again. god. he was so close to her right now. she couldn’t run from him anymore. it was impossible thing from the very start. she nodded at his words, still locked up to his blue eyes, lifting one of her hands to touch his cheek, with a small smile on her face “if you’re going to just keep looking at me like this, so close, i can’t promise i won’t kiss you,” she tried to sound like she was teasing him, even though it was the closest thing to the truth. it was just a matter of time. |
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rose
librarian prispevki : 733
točke : 168
kraj bivanja : berlin, germany
starost lika : 25
tvoja starost : 31
| Naslov sporočila: Re: bar [zoey & dylan] Pon Nov 04, 2013 11:53 am | | |
tag, zoeythey're just soooo movie-like! »No, Zoey, don't..« She looked so damaged, as if what he had done had penetrated her skin and went straight for her heart. He didn't want to hurt her, he never wanted to hurt her, he didn't want to scare her off, either, but it seemed from the looks of it that was almost what happened. »I'm so sorry,« he sighed softly, his eyes roaming her face, it was so beautiful, she was so beautiful. »I'm not angry at you. I was an ass, I shouldn't have..« He probably shouldn't have done anything he did. From that very first moment he met Zoey, a blured vision in his memory. He shouldn't have pushed things as far as he did, he knew as much; he was the reason they were here, doubting their life decisions, wishing for more, destroying their surroundings like a hurricane. She didn't initiate anything, she was an innocent bystander, taken over by the strong current. His face was now literally an inch away from hers at the most, his hand still on her warm cheek, his body pressing onto her; he smiled gently as she whispered her final words gently, and then it simply didn't matter anymore, he pressed his lips onto hers, the hand that previosly just hung by his side found a better use for itself by wrapping around her hips, pushing her even closer to him. And the other hand moved from her cheek and grabbed for her hair, not pulling it, just grabbing it firmly as if, well, as if holding on for dear life, which he probably was. The kiss, it was somewhat breathtaking, it wasn't a normal kiss by far, it was as if two worlds collided, creating an explosion the size of an atomic bomb. It was only when he heard a loud laughter of a few bypassing kids that he backed off all the sudden, taking a few steps back; the kids, he didn't know if they saw them or not, they were far away by now, but they woke him from what felt like a coma. Like he only now realized what he had done and his hand quickly raised to his lips where he could still feel her. |
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millenia
2nd year of tba prispevki : 1172
točke : 267
kraj bivanja : pinepple tree under the sea
starost lika : //
tvoja starost : 32
| Naslov sporočila: Re: bar [zoey & dylan] Pon Nov 04, 2013 3:32 pm | | |
this post is for zoey's lan i've got no idea how many words is in this post, i'm listening to nothing atm and i can't. explain. jesus. zoey's such a baby tho. zzzz
“don’t be sorry,” she whispered to him, a tiny bit of a worry appeared in her eyes. like that time when he mindlessly jumped into the water from the pier. she was worried that time, and now she probably knew, what that feeling, beside the worry was. it was strong attraction to him, the feeling where she couldn’t stand him being hurt. or angry, or whatsoever. she didn’t want to see him sad. “if you were an ass, then so was i.” she defended him like she defended herself so many times in front of him before. she’s never said this to anyone, and actually meant it. but for him... she still didn’t know when she became so drawn to his company. she should’ve pulled back way earlier if she didn’t want things to happen like they were. “don’t blame yourself,” she said with a tad of determination in her voice, making him know she’s very very serious “for anything. i’m at fault as much as you are.” it’s like she read him through his teary eyes, or at least she was trying to. she was happy she was able to.
and then, everything went away. the music, the loud voices, the screams, the ocean waves. everything faded slowly as she closed her eyes back and let his lips touch hers once more. this time she didn’t struggle. this time she didn’t resist. she just kissed him back, letting him pull her closer to her while wrapping her hands around his neck. god. she missed this. she missed this feeling. she missed feeling disconnected from everything. and for the first time in her life no thing was more important than the person beside her, that one person that made her heart race out of happiness or hurt it didn’t matter. she’s really fallen for him. for the first time in her life. she’s fallen for her best friend’s boyfriend. how wrong but right at the same time was that?
the loud voice in a short distance made her, just as him, jump back off for a second. she should’ve sat down for a moment, but there was no chair around at the back of the bar. she looked up to his way, looking at him in his eyes she couldn’t read from this time, with a short smile, stepping a step closer, and another one, until the gap between them was closed once again, this time she held on to his hand and she couldn’t stop herself from not frowning “was it terrible?” she really meant that silly question and serious tone in her voice proved that. she was scared. she couldn't stand being away from him. not ever again. |
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rose
librarian prispevki : 733
točke : 168
kraj bivanja : berlin, germany
starost lika : 25
tvoja starost : 31
| Naslov sporočila: Re: bar [zoey & dylan] Sre Nov 06, 2013 6:33 am | | |
tag, zoeyThere was a certain rush in his head, like you could see in an action movie after a bomb went off. Buzzing in his ears, a sense of complete confusion. He really was off; it really did feel like an explosion. He wasn't really sure if he had experienced anything like it, not ever. Their last kiss wasn't half as intense as this one was, this one was.. Lust, anger, complete frustration, intoxication, a strong neediness, it was impossible to remotely explain what that kiss was. It was magical, that would probably be the best word to describe it. »What?« His voice sounded rusty, drained, quite different from before, it had a helpless tone to it, one he didn't enjoy at all. He didn't want to sound like this, he knew that at the back of his head, but it was as if he was looking at the world through the eyes of someone else and he couldn't affect anything. A certain screaming in his head, a silence on the outside. His forehead wrinkled, as if he didn't quite understand what she was asking him, and then he blinked a few times, slowly shaking his head, he said, »No, Zoey, god, of course not..« His hand slowly raised again to her cheek, stroking it lightly. »I just..« God, he was so completely lost. He wasn't planning on reveiling his deepest thoughts to her, he wasn't at all ready for something like that, he didn't want to appear weak – but it was, anyway, too late for that. »I'm sorry, I'm just so overwhelmed,« he whispered, his lips pressing a dry kiss against her hair, his arms now embracing her softly, as if she was the most precious thing on this earth. She was, somehow. »I want to stay with you,« he said after a short pause. »And I want you to be mine. Do you want that?« |
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millenia
2nd year of tba prispevki : 1172
točke : 267
kraj bivanja : pinepple tree under the sea
starost lika : //
tvoja starost : 32
| Naslov sporočila: Re: bar [zoey & dylan] Sre Nov 06, 2013 12:49 pm | | |
this post is for zoey's lan i've got no idea how many words is in this post, i'm listening to nothing atm.
it seemed like she was processing the whole thing way faster than he was - but she was trying to understand. his silence, how he looked like when she looked into his eyes, still worried what was at the back of his mind. all of this was wrong, yet some invisible force was dragging her back to him. she heard a loud yelling from her mind, telling her she’s just going to get hurt. but this time, she didn’t really care, as she was willing to get hurt by the person in front of her. as she didn’t care about anything but the moment they were in at the moment. she really didn’t. he managed to make her forget about everything for last few minutes, but now all the thoughts about dorothea, her brother, everyone, came back to reality again. it was reality. and the mess she, no, they made seemed bigger than it was before this night.
she smiled softly when he managed to answer her, drowning in the feeling of his touch. god, she never felt like this before. how did he manage to do that to her this fast? his next words made her smile bigger, and a tany bit of a spark appeared in her eyes “oh, really?” she teased, hugging him tighter than before, looking right into his eyes “sweet lord,” dramatic tone in her voice continued “i can’t believe it, i made dylan cunningham overwhelmed.” she couldn’t help herself but to giggle at her words, but all the seriousness came back with his next question. she really wasn’t sure how to answer him. “i want you to stay with me, lan.” she smiled at him “and i want to be yours. it’s just that, thea. we just got out of the fight and i don’t know if i’m ready to... tell her all of this. or let her know or whatsoever,” god, she didn’t even know where to start with that. telling thea. she couldn’t not right now. she wasn’t ready. and she wasn’t sure how to do it anyway. |
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rose
librarian prispevki : 733
točke : 168
kraj bivanja : berlin, germany
starost lika : 25
tvoja starost : 31
| Naslov sporočila: Re: bar [zoey & dylan] Čet Nov 07, 2013 12:15 pm | | |
tag, zoeyHe smiled softly, just to give her the satisfaction, not because he'd really find it funny. No, he didn't find it funny at all, he found it terrifying that he could fall so hard for someone so.. well, normal. it was what Zoey was, it wasn't necessarily a bad thing, but she wasn't all that extravagant. He always pretty much assumed he'd fall head to toes for someone that would seem out of this world. Zoey didn't seem like that at all, she seemed like a cool, normal girl. »Don't get used to it,« he murmured, a shadow of a joke lurking somewhere in his heavy smile. He really did feel so incredibly confused; he fell in and out of love so frequently, but he felt as if he had never felt anything like what he felt at that moment. It was like intoxication, it was exciting and daunting at the same time. »But I..« He wanted to protest and at the same time it was the last thing he wanted to do, at that moment he was conflicted about everything he'd have done, breathing included. »But I want to be with you,« he finally let out a silent wish, his voice trembling with desire. He knew he must have, at some level, sounded like a little child, but he really didn't give a crap about it. »I can't just go back to her..« They never spoke of Thea, the topi cof his blonde girlfriend was always carefully avoided. Even now – he couldn't even bring himself to say her name out loud, as if she was the satanic force, tearing Zoey and himself from each other's arms. He liked Thea, well, he loved her, but not the slightest in a romantic way. He loved to hang out with her because they were both crazy, but he had no deep and emotional connection with her. He never did. »I mean, I understand what you're saying.. But I want to be with you, always. I..« He wanted to say it, but felt as if it would be rude and degrading towards Zoey to ask her if they could, well, sneak around behind the bushes until she feels it's the right time to tell Thea. |
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millenia
2nd year of tba prispevki : 1172
točke : 267
kraj bivanja : pinepple tree under the sea
starost lika : //
tvoja starost : 32
| Naslov sporočila: Re: bar [zoey & dylan] Pet Nov 08, 2013 6:05 am | | |
this post is for zoey's lan i've got no idea how many words is in this post, i'm listening to nothing atm and lol sleepy me writing sorry for typos and everything and stuff but i love these two and i couldn't wait for one more hour to write you a reply .
his smile calmed her down, and she smiled back at him again, as it was the only thing she needed at this moment. “ooooh, what if i do?” she teased him a little bit more, knowing where that leads to. she’s tried to make the air in between them perhaps a little more relaxed, and she hoped she did it at least a little bit. his protesting made her smile, she was looking right into his eyes when he whispered out his wish “you can be with me, you silly.” her smile was a little sour, still unsure of how she’s going to make this work. on one side, there was her best friend that she obviously won’t be able to face for a while, and then now she had this guy, the guy her feelings for grew so fast and were so intense that if she only thought about it her head was spinning a little bit.
“i’m sorry i’m making things harder.” she spoke with her smile now frowning, but she hugged him tighter than before, as she would want to give him a message she doesn’t want him to go back to her, either. that part of her felt so selfish that she could literally kick herself in the butt right now if she was able to do that. or perhaps, she could ask somebody to do it. “lan, i...” how could she explain to him she’s wanted to be with him always, too but wasn’t sure how to deal with that, apparently extremely strong obstacle along their way. “this will sound terrible,” she sighed. and totally not what she would do if... if things were way different “i can’t promise you to be around you and her when you’re together.” she shook her head “no, i don’t think i could take that,” even just the thought of that woke up a bitter feeling inside her “but... i can’t stay away from you either. i can’t. i can’t lose you again.” she obviously didn’t know how to say the next words, because the look of her eyes narrowed down to the sand. “so... i mean, we did it pretty well for the past couple of weeks, do you think we could hide a little longer?” ugh. that sounded wrong. way too wrong. |
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| Naslov sporočila: Re: bar [zoey & dylan] Sob Nov 09, 2013 11:21 pm | | |
tag, zoeyHe didn't reply, he did, however, slightly lean his head to the side and smile, just a little, it was almost impossible to notice it from afar. There was no telling what was in his mind; quite honestly, it might have been anything. He.. he wasn't sure how to take the whole thing, he so desperately wanted to be with her and at the same time, he felt as if he could somehow magically see into the future and he felt as if, well, as if he knew this wasn't going to end well. They'll both cut their hearts on this one, that's for sure. »But I'd rather..« He'd rather be with her, only with her. Screw Thea. God, he liked her, he didn't mean anything bad, but at the same time she lately felt like the most boring person in his life. He wasn't interested anymore, not at all. It wasn't only Zoey's fault, he could imagine. It wasn't only his need to be with this other girl; it was just that their summer of magic was over. Now they were at a paradise island, but the summer heath faded and all they had was silence and glances, telling each other that this, whatever it was, wasn't at all the same. »You want..« He cought her eye again. She was thinking it as much as he was, obviously, but she had the guts to say it. There was no trace of feeling insulted on his face, there wasn't anything, really, only his brows managed to raise a bit as he was examining her facial expression. »Yeah. That's fine with me,« he murmured softly, looking at her eyes, looking at her lips, eyes to lips again, till he leaned in for another kiss, more passionate than before, just to show her perhaps just how much on board he was with the plan. There was something rather exciting about this plan; as if sneaking around had a sort of additional charm to it. |
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| Naslov sporočila: Re: bar [zoey & dylan] Ned Nov 10, 2013 5:01 pm | | |
this post is for zoey's lan i've got no idea how many words is in this post, i'm listening to nothing atm.
“i know.” she smiled softly at him and his unfinished statement. she would rather that things were different, as well. she’d rather see the person that was on the other side creating a triangle wasn’t thea, but somebody else. somebody who she wouldn’t care for or didn’t know. or at least wouldn’t mean as much as dorothea did to her. she leaned on his chest, still holding him tightly to herself and didn’t want to let go of his hand even just for a second. it was that one moment that all types of feelings crashed inside her, ones positive, others negative, every one of them held it’s own purpose, but the biggest one she could recognize was a desire, some kind of a force pulling him closer to her own end. it was like she knew already she’ll get hurt. and she’ll hurt him. her head only yelling at her before, now her thoughts embraced that line as well. she pushed it away, looking up to his way when he finally spoke, and then she smiled.
“thank you.” she whispered, with a little spark of gratefulness in her eyes, now smiling at him, and another second returning his kiss that, once again, made her forget about everything around her. she pulled him closer to herself, like he was her own, but the back of her mind still knew that was only half true at the moment. but as selfish as she was, she really needed time right now. she needed to prepare. thea, once she finds out... well... she expected a third world war starting between them. sigh.
she slowly let go of his lips, just enough she could look into his eyes again, and talk, of course “so mister cunningham, do you prefer a dance, a dare or a song?” she threw a little vague question at him, still embracing his neck with both of her hands, looking at him with a tiny bit of expectation of his answer. |
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| Naslov sporočila: Re: bar [zoey & dylan] Sre Nov 13, 2013 11:38 am | | |
tag, zoeyThe thing was.. the thing was that he came out the absolute winner, and still somehow it bothered him. It would have never – ever – bothered him before, having two beautiful ladies by his side, each of them reachable every time he would desire them. It was the perfect scenario, and still it felt very wrong, very.. Oh god. It was as if he was playing a girl he cared about and still at the other hand being half-rejected by the girl he was madly in love with; but he could cope. It wasn't forever and sneaking around probably had it's charms that he'd figure out in time. He never was an around-the-bushes type of person, but he could adjust. He was sure he could and he was also quite positive he could even find something that suits him in that type of relationship. »Well, m'lady,« he smiled as she pulled away, calling him 'mr. Cunningham', »I did karaoke a while back and I wowed people so much I think we couldn't possibly beat that,« he grinned, thinking of that cute blonde girl he sang with before. What was her name, again? Spencer something? He'll probably befreind her, she seemed really nice – when she decided she wasn't going to kill him for the public embarrasement he caused her. »So I am thinking..« he continued, pulling away from her, but reaching out for her hand, his palm wrapping around her soft fingers. »Miss Grimes, would you like to dance with me?« It was probably dangerous, bald – to show their affection on the dancefloor, since people did love to gossip more than was humanly possible, still he didn't want to just leave their night at that. He'd have loved to dance the night away with the beautiful brunette, exchanging meaningful glances and short touches. |
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| Naslov sporočila: Re: bar [zoey & dylan] Sre Nov 13, 2013 2:59 pm | | |
this post is for zoey's lan i've got no idea how many words is in this post, i'm listening to nothing atm.
there was no sign of him being hurt in any way, which she was thankful for, more than she could ever express. she really wanted him for herself, but at the same time, she couldn’t have that right now; she knew, however that life is like that, and you cannot have everything you want in a reach of a hand, any time you’d wish for that. so she was ready to go beyond her morals and what was right, just to get that tiny little piece of the whole - which frustrated her and made her happy at the same time, what a weird feeling that was.
his smile made her smile as well, and she giggled at him calling her m’lady, even though, originally she was the one starting all this silliness “oh, how come i did not hear you, or see you around? i must’ve been a pretty good sneaker to hide from your sight, huh?” she joked on her own doings. maybe a grasshopper wasn’t such a unfitting nickname for her, after all. “but seriously, you can sing?” she pulled out a question from his words that made her quite interested. “i mean, you do musicals and stuff as well?” it must’ve been funny to listen to her, asking silly questions like that. it was quite a self-explanatory, but she still wanted to hear it from his lips.
she held his hand tightly, looking at him half-expecting a question he threw in the air. she looked at him with a soft, pretty lovely look in her eyes, smiling “well mister cunningham, i would be honored.” she paused for a little bit, “there’s some additional rules i’d like to add though. let’s make this a.. hm, tiny competition, i suppose? i win, and you take me out somewhere nice, you win and i...?” she looked up to him with, this time a wicked smile on her face, expecting his answer of acceptance of the challenge she just pulled out. |
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