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ObjavljaNaslov sporočila: Re: undisclosed desires   undisclosed desires - Page 2 EmptyPet Dec 06, 2013 8:29 pm

he only smiled. no point in trying to explain her why she was so damn inspiring and why was the main source of his inspiration. why all of the female characters held some resemblance to her. why he loved making all of them profoundly beautiful and strong yet with a dark side. ‘’you don’t need to understand it,’’ was the only reply he offered and then laughed as she kissed the tip of his nose. gosh, she loved to do that. it reminded him that despite how dysfunctional they occasionally were those little things still worked so well. and when you counted them all together, the two of them made complete sense. but they will never be that way. a couple or whatever. he knew that, despite his previous babbling about marriage. she will never settle for him. ‘’stupid? it wasn’t stupid. I would understand if you wouldn’t want me anymore. I would do my hardest to make you change your mind, but I would understand. I know how it feels… I feel this way every time you fuck someone else,’’ he leaned his forehead onto hers. it felt good to have her this near again. he never picked his words around her, they were always honest, never lied to each other. that was the beauty of this non-existent relationship. ‘’mhm,’’ he murmured back in reply. his eyelids weren’t able to stay wide open anymore. he pressed one last kiss on the first patch of her skin he could found. ‘’you have worn me out. i have to get some sleep. and then in the morning. we can make up for the past year,’’ he chuckled and enclosed her body with his, his head resting comfortably on the pillow. ‘’good night, love.’’
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nyah crawford
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ObjavljaNaslov sporočila: Re: undisclosed desires   undisclosed desires - Page 2 EmptyPet Dec 06, 2013 9:55 pm

she woke up suddenly. the first thing she noticed was the weirdly happy state she was in. the second thing were familiar hands which were wrapped around her waist. she was confused for few seconds before everything came back to her and she remembered the previous evening. jem. she carefully turned her head and there he was; covered with the same blanket that she pulled it over their bodies last night before she wished him good night and kissed him before cuddling next to him and falling asleep. it was a weird reunion – oddly romantic somehow, even though she was quite convinced he forgot half of the things he said by the morning. or at least she hoped so. it would be too complicated to deal with those things in the daylight. last night seemed almost like a dream and today… today was a new day. a new day in which she was still wearing his shirt and her hair was a mess. she carefully turned to him and observed his face for few moments before planting a kiss on his lips. ”it’s time to wake up, stranger,” she murmured, her voice still husky from sleeping. she stretched and then gazed at him. did he actually mean any of the things he said yesterday? he was always talking a lot, that much she knew. he was a writer and he used pretty words. she couldn’t help but grin to herself. ”your muse demands your attention,” she exclaimed, teasing him a little before she caught a strand of her hair and pushed it back. it was nice to wake up with him, of course, but then again she wasn’t sure how he felt about… everything. did he change his mind? her whole body tensed up a little when she thought of that and it was also the main reason she remained quiet.
     
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ObjavljaNaslov sporočila: Re: undisclosed desires   undisclosed desires - Page 2 EmptyNed Dec 08, 2013 3:11 pm

he slept like the dead all the way through the rest of the night. he felt movement next to him and a groaning sound
escaped his throat because the left side of his face hurt like hell. ‘’I’m dying,’’ he murmured just before the person next to him kissed his lips for good morning. oh, this appeared to be an amazingly good morning. he took a deep intake of her scent and recognized it immediately. right, nyah. he smiled somewhere against her skin and pulled back a little when she stretched beside him. he didn’t feel like opening his eyes already, though. he took a few moments for himself to get the whole picture of last night. the party. that guy. that idiot. the punch. the pain. her. ‘’has my jaw tripled in size? because it feels that way,’’ he wondered out loud and finally managed to open his eyelids. luckily the room wasn’t too bright. ‘’you’re too far away, come back,’’ he protested and caught her arm, pulling her closer, since he really didn’t feel like moving. he was staring up at the ceiling and his fingers were drawing circles on her skin as per usual. ‘’so,’’ he started and then slightly winced at the sharp pain as he looked over at her. his eyes were searching hers and he appreciated it all even much more, now that he was relatively sobered up. she was still as beautiful as he remembered. he loved how messy her hair was, the curls everywhere.  ‘’you really really don’t want to have pigs at our house? I mean are you sure? because they are really adorable,’’ he finally laughed.
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nyah crawford
nyah crawford
prispevki : 180
točke : 148
kraj bivanja : los angeles, us.
starost lika : 21.
tvoja starost : 30

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ObjavljaNaslov sporočila: Re: undisclosed desires   undisclosed desires - Page 2 EmptyNed Dec 08, 2013 3:30 pm

she giggled immediately when she heard his words. ”pull yourself together, jem. you are not dying. not even close to it,” she informed him with a smile on her face. yeah, this was much more like jem. last night he was talking nonsense and now he was… complaining, but that still felt more familiar than him talking about marriage and things like that. ”and don’t worry about it, I will get you a pill or something icy,” she added with a reassuring smile on her face. well, she felt the need to do that because he was still her hero. it was funny, she always went on and on about how much she didn’t need anyone to save her and there he was last night, punching a guy just because he called her something inappropriate. it was somehow heroic and also very stupid of him. ”no, jem, no pigs,” she smiled at him and shook her head no. she was quite sure of that. ”and also, marriage? seriously? no, wait,” she said, moving her body so she was lying next to him again and looking him in the eyes. ”do you even remember half the things you were talking about last night?” she grinned, even though there was something in her eyes when she looked at him. she was somehow curious if he will or will not remember everything. or at least some things. it was probably better if he wouldn’t.
     
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starost lika : 22
tvoja starost : 31

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ObjavljaNaslov sporočila: Re: undisclosed desires   undisclosed desires - Page 2 EmptyNed Dec 08, 2013 10:23 pm

‘’but you don’t understand the pain I’m going through. no one ever tried to crush your jaw into hundreds and hundreds of pieces,’’ he chuckled because he was so overreacting and she knew it. but if some complaining will get him somewhere … well, then he’ll be the best complainer there ever was. ‘’I do think a kiss or two might make it better, you know…’’ he started and didn’t even wait for her to grasp the meaning. instead he grasped her. pulled her closer and claimed her lips with his. they might have been gentle last night, he remembered that. but this was them – no obstacles, no limits. ‘’no pills, nothing icy. I’ll take care of it back at the villa. and just so you know, my room is room number seven,’’ he rejected the help and offered her an important piece of information. he’ll have to check her number later when he left. from now on, he planned to spend quite a lot of his free time right here. ‘’why are you a pig-hater, nyah?’’ he frowned and he was genuinely curious what was the whole issue with not wanting pigs. of course they won’t have pigs for real, they weren’t farmers or farmer material. but at least she could play along with the idea that a life with the two of them together maybe wouldn’t be so bad. ‘’of course I remember,’’ he nodded and settled his hand on her hip, underneath his shirt she was wearing. ‘’we’re getting married sometime in the next decade,’’ he went on counting numerous things that were inscribed in his memory: ‘’and I remember something about you promising me the best breakfast in the world and ummm a blow job and ummm a threesome. yes, see. I remember everything.’’

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nyah crawford
nyah crawford
prispevki : 180
točke : 148
kraj bivanja : los angeles, us.
starost lika : 21.
tvoja starost : 30

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ObjavljaNaslov sporočila: Re: undisclosed desires   undisclosed desires - Page 2 EmptyTor Dec 10, 2013 1:12 pm

”oh my god, jem, you seriously need to pull yourself together,” she chuckled. ”yes, it is a bad world out there and there are some pretty crazy people that will always try to hurt you simply because they are pathetic like that, but this time it was your fault. you came running there and you just hit a guy. of course he hit you back,” she said with a smile on her face and carefully touched his poor jaw. ”but yeah, you are right. no one ever hit me like that. I got a couple of bitch slaps, but that is as far as I go,” she shrugged and pressed a careful kiss on his jaw. he pulled her closer in the next moment, kissing her. she had no problem with that, not at all. it was amazing to be with him again like that and he probably had no idea how much all of that meant to her. ”I will try to memorize that,” she said when he told her his room number. she had no doubts she will visit it every now or then. she smiled and looked at him as he spoke again. ”I don’t hate pigs. I just… don’t see them in my future, yes,” she decided. it was also way easier to deal with pigs than with his talk about marriage and god knows what. ”oh,” she said when he got right back to that topic like he would be able to read her thoughts. she was pretty sure he didn’t have that ability. ”okay, you know what? if you are still single when we turn… whatever, pick an age, but the point being: I will marry you.” she had to laugh because the whole deal was ridiculous. he will find himself an amazing girl and she won’t be that girl, that was for sure. she sighed and then looked at him with a smile. ”you can pick one of those things for now, jem,” she smiled widely.
     
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kraj bivanja : los angeles, usa
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tvoja starost : 31

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ObjavljaNaslov sporočila: Re: undisclosed desires   undisclosed desires - Page 2 EmptyTor Dec 10, 2013 4:42 pm

he laughed at her as she gave him this long speech about proper behaviour. he had only a vague memory of the actual fight, or better said of the bunch, but he still felt proud like hell of himself. it wouldn’t be anything new if he only tried to drag her away and to the nearest small closeted space. however that guy pissed him off with his comment and that’s where the intensive need to bust his nose came from. it wasn’t exactly a very successful mission but he did quite okay. ‘’have you ever had a girlfight in jello? or maybe in mud? because I don’t think you ever did. if you would feel up to ever do that, you have to let me know first. I would love to get VIP seats in the front row,’’ he dreamily said, although he probably wouldn’t enjoy her bitch slap another chick all that much. he never really felt like sharing her with anybody, despite that threesomes were somehow the primary fantasy of every guy with a serviceable penis. ‘’pigs bring good luck,’’ he countered but decided to drop the whole pig issue since she really didn’t seem all excited about little piggies running around their house. ‘’if we’re still single at age of 22, so… when we’re done with college, we’ll get married,’’ it was an absurd number that wasn’t all that far in the future. but this felt like a good morning to act a little silly. ‘’one?’’ he carefully repeated the word that troubled him the most while he pondered through the list again. ‘’I’d love to have breakfast. I’m starving,’’ he finally decided, leaning forward and kissing her neck. the collarbone. his hands were already raising the shirt until he managed to pull it over her head. ‘’fuck, I love to just look at you,’’ he stopped for a second, his eyes lingering on her naked skin. she was magnificent. but then he finally snapped out of the moment. he picked that shirt and dressed it on himself. ‘’I have to go, though,’’ he murmured.

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